princess

I'm not 100% masculine, and not 100% feminine. I wish I was younger so that this site made more sense for a guy like me, as even though I look like I'm in my 30s, I'm close to 50. The fantasy of being a houseboy is so strong for me it's kind of crazy.

I want to be the right man's "boy" and in a way his girl too. I have many of the curves associated with what makes a woman attractive, yet also what makes a man attractive. For example, the pecs and the glutes. I often find myself most turned on by the thought of being "pretty" and being "feminine" for a masculine, straight man, who is kind, loving, protective. The thought of him calling me things like "kitten", "princess", "beautiful", etc., and even referring to my pecs as "boobs" and so on.

Part of what makes this fantasy work is that this man is also wealthy and able to provide the financial security and the opportunity for him to take me out and show me off looking sexy for him, buying me sexy things to wear for him, and in general seeing him as the King and me as his princess. Please don't judge me, as this is just a fantasy, and I don't judge people in real life on their financial status, of course. However, we all can try to find our fantasy, right? Most people, both men and women, have told me that I'm sexy but you be the judge. I wish I was younger, as I'm 49 but it is what it is.

I'm 6 feet, Caucasian. I'm looking for a man who is single, and who can really do this. In many ways, you are a straight man, perhaps you're tired with the way women have treated you and you are ready for a man who will truly appreciate you, a man who is in many ways the kind of femme that you don't even find anymore in most women, and who will be totally loyal, and ready for marriage in the real sense, even if we don't get married. I want romance and love and to be playful, like wash your car while wearing a tiny thong. I want to wear lingerie for you, and to seduce you and serve you in the best way. To make you dinner. To look pretty for you. And yet I also want you to enjoy my masculine features as well include that part of my anatomy. So hard to fully explain

You would be older than me, and hopefully at least 6 feet. You must be kind, sweet, and have social skills. This needs to be awesome or there is no point at all in doing it.

There's one more thing, which is that I have never had physical relations with a man. I am very informed about all the stds out there, and am more than paranoid about it, in fact kind of terrified about it, so I don't know how we will actually get to the physical stuff, but this is about more than just the physical stuff, so much of it is in the mind in terms of the kind of connection I am looking for.

It needs to be classy. In many ways, I will be the boy, man, and woman of your dreams. I know I said "boy" even though I am a man, but you may understand the psychological meaning of it in how I see myself. You will be the man of my dreams. You will dress in style and you will have me dress for you in the way you want to see me, which is sexy and tasteful. Besides all the fun superficial stuff, I truly love writing and film.

I've been writing for many years and even made a few short films. I am very health-conscious and don't smoke or touch drugs, and rarely drink. Always looking for the fun and funny side of things, while simultaneously loving the intellectual side of things as well. I want to be the right man's prince...and also his gay princess. His boy but also his lady. This could be discussed more in private.

The other thing about me is that I am fully aware that novelty is a powerful thing, yet peace and happiness in life don't come from novelty, but rather from gratitude and appreciating what one has. So if I meet the right man, I will appreciate him for always, and I want to meet a man that will appreciate me for always rather than both of spending our lives searching for the next thing to grab our attention. If all this makes sense to you, then I can't wait to meet you. (My special man).