Do people talk

Hey everyone my name is Xiao.

So I'm extremely new to this so i don't know how this goes. A bit if back story on me if any employer has intrest, or if someone just wants to chat, either way I'm all ears. :About me. I'm now 30 an work a dead end job while I struggle to try to get back on my feet after a devorce currently I would like to find someone to connect with, but I find it hard as so many people are fake an will manipulate any situation to there likening.  Things I live for is world travel an learning how to run a business properly and learn how to find and gain willful backers to fund projects that can be gainful for both partys. Yet outside of my work life I spend most of my time alone an at home as I am to poor togo places unless I've scraped, and basically starved for several months just to afford a trip. When I say a trip, I actually mean I leave the country one suitcase, passport,  and a pair of headphones with simple amenity options.  

Can someone please help me or am I just a lost cause?? It all comes to I'm ready to put myself out there, but the fear of falling again is mind numbing!